some notes before quitting

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If you look at Van Der Weyden's sky
behind the cross, it's a void.
A place of the Buddha, as if our inspiration

reflex were reversed and the self
imploding with nothingness could see.

Today I'm a bright casualty
on the verge of something new
as when desire marries the skyline,

clean, and unaugmented, like the hem
of God's robe--where the world
is no longer the tooth of a gargoyle.

Go there.

 

 

excerpt from 'Some Notes Before Quitting', by Peter Balakian
Antæus, Autumn 1992

Darren Angle